My Name's Bean
Her name's Pearl
She happens to be my
cure to all things
I feel good!
Have a glimpse of my world
Most part of my life revolves around Work, school, Pearl, Mom and friends When I can't strike a balance I end up rattling This, is me.
To begin, please click on the pictures on the right
A tooth-less rattle
Saturday, July 02, 2005
9:25 PM
I want to Salsa!
Was looking for my wallet today, and I came across the little notes they wrote for me. Spent a good 15 mins staring at them. The one that really caught my eye, was what Alex wrote.. 'Thank you for being an angel.. for being so kind, patient, and loving me the way you do'.
How did this angel fell from grace?
Met up with jie last night at acid bar. Damn. I hate mocktails. Jie was touchy (as usual). Was super uncomfortable. Thank God her friend was there to remind her.
Sat at the playgroud with dear till 3 in the morning. Had a very good time. Had a chat and.. something she said did make sense. When you lost that part of you, you somehow can only remember how it felt, but you can't go back there.
That explains why I find it easier to lose myself than to find myself.
Got home this morning and sat by the window. I had a craving. No wonder she says it's nice to smoke in my room. I hope it's not an addiction, but nicotine does help clear the mind. That kind of peace and quietness.. A glass of alcohol, and a ciggie would have completed the picture. But, to be a responsible adult good enough for Pearl.. It's always better to not have an addiction like that.
You're the other half that completes me.
The End!
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ME!
Name: Beanster
D.O.B:19th Aug 83
Age: 22
email: kwan_k_y@hotmail.com
Things that keeps me entertained for awhile
Time with Pearl
Star gazing
Science Magazines and good books
Pool games
Jazz music
Food with good company
Ah.. It's christmas!
I want..
A pair of shades!
A nice watch!
More cash!
Good food!
A new car!
More time with Pearl
A better relation with my mom (a season of love and joy!)
A log cake!
